~Chapter 128~
A large ripple passed through Kilianâs black eyes as he looked at Aisha standing in front of the door.
As if he had forgotten how to speak, he stared at her blankly. Aisha, wearing a gentle smile, slightly lifted what she was holding, as if proudly showing it to him.
It was a cake.
âIâm sorry for leaving you alone. I waited until it turned exactly midnight.â
âMiss, what is this all of a suddenââ
âHappy birthday, Kilian.â
ââŠWhat?â
âDidnât you hear me? I said happy birthday.â
Looking closely, the cake had candles placed on itâexactly the same number as Kilianâs age.
Kilian stared at the cake in silence for a moment, then shook his head and spoke.
âMy birthday isnât today, Miss. There should still be about a week left.â
ââŠâŠâ
âAnd even that date⊠was probably made up.â
âI know.â
But Aisha continued speaking without backing down at all.
âActually, today is my birthday.â
ââŠWhat?â
âMy real birthday. The one no one else knows.â
Not the day Aisha Ashton was born, but the day Song Seungyeon was born in reality.
Song Seungyeonâs birthday.
That day was today.
So much had happened since she possessed the novel that she had completely forgotten about it.
âFrom now on, the dukeâs birthday is today too. The same day I was born.â
Aisha continued.
âNo matter what choice you make, Iâll respect it, support you, and stay with you. But seeing you this sad because of such worthless people makes me really angry.â
Aisha knew she could never fully understand Kilianâs sorrow, his wounds, or his heart.
But she could comfort the Kilian who was breaking down because of his birth.
In her own way.
âYouâre just Kilian Winters, Duke.â
âYouâre not the son of Empress Dowager Roselia. Not Jayden Ellingtonâs son. Not Belmore Ellingtonâs brother either.â
Just like she was doing right now.
âYou donât have some special purpose for existing. Youâre just like everyone else. You were born to live happily and enjoy life. Like celebrating a small birthday like this.â
ââŠâŠâ
âYouâre not cold like Roselia, and youâre not vile like Belmore. Youâre far, far removed from people like that. I know that better than anyone in this world.â
âMy entire life was built on lies. The name Kilian⊠the title of duke⊠in the end, none of it had any value.â
âThere was nothing worthless. You reached this place purely through your own strength.â
âIn the end, I was born as a tool, meant only to be used as a tool.â
âYou werenât born as a tool, and youâre not someone who exists just to be used.â
âI swore Iâd never become like them. Cowardly, petty, despicable people.â
âYouâre not cowardly, petty, or despicable. Youâre brave, kind, and warm. You accepted me even when I published a magazine without your permission, and you showed compassion to the children in the slums. That alone proves it.â
âThatâs why I tried even harder. Even after becoming the head of the Winters family, even after becoming duke. I didnât go to war out of loyalty to Draxion. I just wanted to prove it myself. That I had value.â
âEveryone in the world already knows. That youâre incredibly valuable. Otherwise, how could so many people follow you? Youâve already proven everything with your own strength.â
âBut what did it all mean? In the end, the blood flowing through me is the same as theirs. The woman who carried me for ten months and gave birth to me was Roselia.â
âNone of it was meaningless. We canât choose who gives birth to us, and sometimes that makes us sad⊠but you are you, and Roselia is Roselia. Completely different people. Completely different beings.â
âWhen I killed the Duke of Winters and his son with my own hands, I didnât regret it. I wanted revenge. I wanted to return exactly what I suffered. How absurd that was. Should I have been grateful instead? Even if they meant to use me, they raised me and fed me? Or do I need to rationalize it again, saying this was inevitable because they wanted to use me anyway?â
âYou donât have to rationalize it. And itâs okay if you stop blaming yourself.â
âI donât know anymore. I donât know anything now. Not even why I struggled so hard to come this far.â
âThen if you donât know, Iâll tell you. That everything you went through to get here wasnât meaningless at all. And that youâre someone who shines brilliantly. Thatâs the one thing Iâm truly confident about.â
Even after listening to Aishaâs long confession, Kilian showed no reaction.
Noâhe couldnât.
Instead, without making a single sound, tears quietly streamed down his face.
As he looked at Aisha.
âI really love you, Duke. I love you so much, Kilian.â
Aisha said it firmly.
âNothing has changed because of this.â
ââŠâŠâ
âAnd since you like me a lot too, letâs say we were born on the same day. Then we can eat two cakes every yearââ
The words she said out of embarrassment never fully finished.
Because Kilian suddenly reached out and pulled Aisha tightly into his arms.
âThank you.â
Kilian whispered in a low voice beside her ear.
âThank you. Truly, Miss.â
ââŠâŠâ
âFor saying those things to me.â
Aisha probably didnât know.
She didnât know how much her words felt like salvation to Kilian.
Or how they sounded like permissionâfor him to keep living, from now on.
âThen⊠shall we blow out the candles now? My arms are getting tired. Itâs heavy.â
Holding the cake up without realizing it, Aisha smiled brightly and answered.
âThe head chef really suffered. I kept begging him to make the best-looking cake in the world.â
Pulling slightly away, Kilian finally looked properly at the cake.
âMake a wish, and blow out the candles.â
âA wishâŠ?â
âWhen you blow out birthday candles, you close your eyes tightly and make a wish.â
There was no way such a modern custom existed in Draxion.
Still, Kilian closed his eyes tightly, just as Aisha said.
And with all his heart, he made a wish.
Please let me protect Aisha Ashton safely, until the very end.
Please let that be allowed to me.
After making his wish, Kilian blew out the candles.
Aisha, wearing a playful expression, dabbed white cream onto Kilianâs cheek.
âYouâre still handsome even like this.â
ââŠâŠâ
âShall we sit on the bed and try it? I wonder how good it tastes.â
ââŠAlright.â
Nodding, Kilian tightly held Aishaâs hand and sat down on the bed with her.
Then, wearing the same warm smile as always, he looked at Aishaâs face for a long, long time.
No longer was Kilian sad.
No longer powerless.
And no longer in despair.





