Chapter 60Â
Sheâs My Woman!
âHimenaâs mother⊠even seeing her again, sheâs truly beautiful. My mother⊠was also very prettyâŠâ
At the restaurant where the reception was held, Himena had been held up by her father and guests for quite some time. While everyoneâs attention was on Kailian, she quietly slipped away and wandered around the mansion looking for a quiet place.
She picked up a wine bottle left in the parlor and, avoiding the busy first floor where the servants were working, went into the darkened study on the second floor.
There, she crouched in a corner looking at the large portrait of the Duke and Duchess holding baby Himena, drinking straight from the bottle.
âPhew⊠why do I feel so gloomy? Thatâs strange⊠Mom, Dad! This cheerful woman who doesnât cry even when lonely or sad⊠today feels strangely down. Why is that?â
She looked up at the portrait and asked, then quickly gave a hollow laugh.
âFool. Those people arenât my mom and dad, right? Hmm? No, they are. Iâm not Himena, yet I am Himena. Haha, what is this? Itâs really all mixed up. Everything is a total mess⊠Iâm not really me even though I was born as me⊠They are my parents but also not⊠And this engagement party is my engagement party but also not really⊠Hehe. Am I dreaming of Himena, or is Himena dreaming of meâŠ? Oh! That sounds philosophical!â
Muttering to herself and giggling, Himena soon finished the whole bottle of wine and lay down on the floor.
âHaaâŠâ
At that moment, a shadow fell across her face.
Looking up drowsily at the figure backlit by the light, Himena grinned and spread her arms while lying down.
âWow! Our acting genius is here! Kail, you should have become an actor. Look, everyoneâs fooled by this fake engagement. Iâm still clumsy at acting, but you get a thumbs-up! Sometimes, I almost feel like you really like me? How can you be such a good actor?â
ââŠHimena.â
âAh, donât worry. The contract period will be⊠shorter than you think. Then weâll break it off cleanly⊠so donât⊠worry⊠donât worryâŠâ
Getting slower and slurred from the alcohol, Himena soon fell asleep lying on the floor.
The owner of the shadow, shocked, stood frozen for a moment, then kneeled down and gently stroked her sleeping face with pity.
âSo thatâs why⊠your face was so gloomy throughout the engagement. Himena, did you really have to go this far for your reputation? You who once deliberately made scandals to avoid a princeâs proposal, why nowâŠ?â
Suddenly, a thought flashed in his mind.
âCould it be⊠to save Andrea the writer?â
She would do something like that without hesitation.
She was the type who wouldnât tolerate even the death of a baroness unrelated to herself.
She had stepped forward selflessly to clear the injustice of that death.
And now, she was still actively helping to prevent another innocent death.
âHimena⊠who on earth are youâŠ?â
He looked at her with pity and couldnât help but kiss her forehead.
Then, carefully, he lifted her to carry her to the bedroom.
âWill you take your hands off my woman?â
âHmm?â
Kailian was standing at the study door, glaring coldly at Eron as if he had appeared out of nowhere.
âI was just going to move her to the bedroom since she fell asleep on the cold floor.â
âI wonât say this twice. Put her down. Iâll carry her.â
Even though his face was dark because of the backlight, his voice was so harsh and cold it could be felt in the twisted expression.
Eron stared back at him without yielding, then carefully set Himena down.
Not because he feared Kailian, but because even if it was fake, today was her engagement party, and Kailian was her fiancé. He, as a guest, could not cause a scene here.
Kailian quickly approached as soon as Eron put her down and lifted her up again.
That caused Himena to slightly wake up.
â…Hmm? Whoâs that? Wow⊠Itâs the Marquis. Marquis⊠I really thought I was going to die. Iâm not going back there⊠the cliff of doom⊠so cold, so cold. Iâm not goingâŠâ
She clung to Kailianâs neck, babbling nonsense, then fell asleep again.
Holding her tightly like a precious treasure, he turned and said coldly,
âIf youâre a friend, act like one. Donât cross the line. Thereâs nothing as foolish as lingering feelings for another manâs woman.â
âSheâs not someone elseâs woman yet!â
âWhat?â
When Kailian turned sharply, Eron, half-hidden in the shadows, sneered at him.
âEngagement and marriage are definitely different. Soon, this engagement might turn into a meaningless bubble⊠who knows?â
At that moment, Kailianâs eyes turned scarlet with a frightening coldness as he stared at Eron.
But then he smiled lightly, kissing Himenaâs forehead in his arms.
âI shouldnât crush your hope, but I guarantee that wonât happen. Iâm not foolish enough to lose the woman I love in my arms.â
âHmm?â
âThanks for coming to the engagement. Iâll definitely invite you to the wedding, too. Then.â
Kailian strode out of the study holding Himena.
âShe loves her woman⊠huh?â
Eron frowned and clenched his fist, rooted to the spot for a long while.
Holding Himena, Kailian went to her bedroom on the same floor and stood by the bed, looking at her face in his arms.
The soft moonlight through the window gently illuminated Himenaâs round forehead, closed eyes, high nose, and slightly parted lips in peaceful sleep.
He didnât want to put her down, so he stood still for a moment.
He wanted to hold her all night, watch her breathing, her flushed cheeks from the alcohol, her lips softly moving, to caress and kiss her.
But that was just his selfish wish, an unapproved, one-sided desire.
âSighâŠâ
With a sigh of regret, he carefully laid her down on the bed.
âHmmâŠâ
Knowing she had slipped away from the reception and fallen asleep alone in the study troubled him too.
Unlike himself, who had acted sincerely during the fake engagement, she must have had a hard time.
âHimenaâŠâ
As he gently stroked her hair, Himena twitched her brows and parted her lips slightly, as if dreaming.
âMom⊠MoâŠmâŠâ
Then tears gathered at the corners of her closed eyes.
Seeing this, Kailian tenderly wiped her tears and kissed her tightly clasped hand.
He knew she lost her mother around age three, but this fake engagement seemed to have suddenly made her remember her mother whom she barely knew.
He, too, had lost his parents tragically at a young age, so his heart felt heavy.
â…MomâŠâ
âHimenaâŠâ
Kailian gently stroked her hair again and bent down to kiss her forehead.
âMarquis!â
âHmm?â
A small, delicate maid was standing quietly in the middle of the room, seemingly having appeared unnoticed.
âItâs late. Iâll take care of the lady, so please rest. The Marquisâs room downstairs is already prepared.â
âYou areâŠ?â
âMy name is Mari, and I attend the lady.â
Her polite, modest tone was oddly tinged with caution.
âYouâre the maid who handed Himena the ring during the engagement ceremony.â
âYes.â
âGood. Seems the lady drank a lot. Please watch over her carefully in case she struggles during the night.â
âYes, I will.â
As Kailian stepped back from the bed, Mari quickly came forward and tucked the blanket firmly over Himena.
âWell then.â
âUm, Marquis?â
Mari quietly stopped Kailian as he was leaving.
âWhy?â
âThank you for helping the lady.â
âHelping?â
Curious about what she meant, Kailian turned back from the doorknob and looked at Mari.
âYou made a difficult decision for our lady⊠the fake engagement.â
At that moment, a crease formed on Kailianâs forehead.
âIâm very close to the lady, unlike other maids. Not just mistress and servant, but like⊠sisters.â
âDid Himena say that herself?â
âYes. Only to me and Sir Royce. We promised to keep it a secret, and wonât tell anyone. ButâŠâ
âBut?â
âThough the lady appears strong, she is more fragile inside than you think. We want her not to be hurt by this engagement. One hurt is enough. So, if you donât mind, please stick to the contract properly.â
Despite her young age, Mari met Kailianâs sharp gaze without flinching, with a strong resolve.
âThatâs not a request but more like⊠a warning.â
Mari didnât argue.
âI understand your concern. But I wonât hurt her again, so rest assured. AndâŠâ
Kailian added coldly,
âIf youâre not really her sister, please avoid crossing the line.â
Mariâs brows trembled.
Kailian then left Himenaâs bedroom.
After Eron, even the maidâŠ
Feeling the growing hostility from those close to Himena, Kailian stepped outside to breathe in the cold air.
âOh? Marquis!â
Royce, the head of the Dukeâs knights, came up to him smiling after seeing off the guests.
âWhereâs your fiancĂ©e? Why are you alone out here?â
âHaha, my fiancĂ©e got drunk and fell asleep first.â
âWhat? When did she drink that much? Canât help her.â
âDoes the lady usually enjoy drinking?â
âEnjoy? You know Iâm not only skilled in martial arts but also recognized by seniors for my drinking skills. If I choose her as a drinking buddy, that says it all.â
Kailian lowered his voice suddenly.
âDo I know you?â
âHuh? Oh, why are you like that, Marquis? You were the one whoââ
Royce, chatting happily as if they were close, suddenly froze with a start.
âI, Iâm not sure you know me⊠Right? Th-first time meeting you, Marquis. Iâm Royce, the ladyâs guard knight.â
âAhem.â
Royce bowed deeply, and Kailian cleared his throat, glancing around.
âSometimes people mistake my name for Lloyd, Lawrence, or especially Lorex, but no! Iâm Royce! Royce, thatâs right.â
âHaha, nice to meet you, Royce. I feel familiar with you even though itâs our first meeting because I have a subordinate who looks like you.â
âReally? Haha, I do have a pretty common face. Haha. But that subordinate must be as friendly as me, since just looking alike makes you feel close.â
âNot just friendly. Skilled in martial arts, a good drinker, and very respectful to the mischievous elder brother from the same hometown.â
Hearing such blatant praise, Royce was embarrassed about his identity but soon grinned widely.
âHaha! Not only do we look alike, but our personalities are identical! Iâm like that! Despite our rough lady causing trouble, he serves her respectfully without complaints.â
âHeh, is that so?â
Thanks to Royce, Kailianâs heavy mood lifted, and he smiled at last.
âSigh, Marquis, youâre having a hard time because of our lady.â
âWhat hardship?â
âHonestlyâŠâ
Royce lowered his voice, covering his mouth in case someone heard.
âIf it werenât for you, Marquis, who else would take our lady away?â
âWhy? I heard Prince Diego is eager to take her.â
âThat rookie prince canât handle our lady. Even after being defeated twice, he still hasnât learned. Itâs just his pride getting hurt.â
âTwice? I heard about the sword duel⊠what was the other time?â
âHuh? Maybe the lady didnât tell you? Haha. That storyâs even funnier. Actually, Mari and I⊠Oh, Mari is the ladyâs maid, do you know her?â
âOh⊠I do.â
âYes, Mari, me, and the lady planned something called the âProposal Chaos OperationââŠâ
Royce excitedly told how Himena had suddenly attacked Prince Diego with a dagger and shuriken during tea time, terrifying him.
âHimena did such a bold thing?â
âYes, according to her, the prince was almost reduced to tears. Haha.â
âHaha, well, that proud prince deserved to feel hurt.â
âExactly. We thought the plan succeeded and even toasted to it. If only that plan had worked, this fake engagement wouldnât have happened⊠huh!â





