Chapter 5
What would happen when Raiden met Olize?
Would he want to break off the engagement immediately?
âActually, Her Highness the Princess suggested that next time we hold the party at our houseâŠâ
But money was the problem.
âI told her it wouldnât be possible because it would burden our family.â
It didnât hurt my pride. I was just sad that I couldnât have a cake party with my friends.
I had always been the one receiving, never giving anything in return. It couldnât be helped due to my circumstances, but I still wanted to do something for them.
âIt seems your familyâs situation has been difficult for quite some time, Celia. It didnât suddenly become badâŠâ
âHonestly, I barely managed to graduate from the academy.â
âWhat?! Didnât your family support you?â
He was visibly shocked.
âThey didnât. If I hadnât received a scholarship, I wouldnât have been able to graduate, so I struggled to finish early.â
Even now, just thinking about those desperate days made it hard to breathe.
My father had even turned to loan sharks⊠it really had been the end.
âSorry, I keep bringing up such gloomy topics.â
I wanted to talk about pleasant things with him, but somehow the conversation kept going this way.
âNo, itâs my fault for bringing it up⊠You lived like that all on your ownâŠâ
He rubbed his chin thoughtfully for a moment.
Was he thinking about me?
âYouâve gone through more hardship than I expected. And yet you worked so hard⊠Youâre more impressive and admirable than I imagined. To think Iâm engaged to someone like youâŠâ
âIâm confident in living diligently.â
At my words, his eyes widened slightly before he let out a soft laugh.
Good. This is the kind of atmosphere I need.
âDo you also make tea at cake parties, Celia?â
âOf course.â
He seemed interested in the idea of a cake party. This might be a chance to give Raiden new connections.
I looked at him and brought up the main point.
âWould you like to attend a cake party?â
âIâm very curious, but I canât attend a party held at the imperial palace, can I?â
That was true.
âThen instead of going to the palace, how about we hold the cake party here?â
I took the initiative.
âAnd Iâd like to introduce you to my friends.â
Raiden looked startled and asked awkwardly,
âMeâŠ? To your friends?â
âOf course. Youâre my fiancĂ© now. Theyâll definitely be curious about what kind of person you are.â
For fate to change, Raiden needed to meet the Crown Prince.
And that was exactly what I wanted.
Why had I struggled so hard to graduate from the academy?
Because I needed something of my own to help Raidenâand only by helping him could I survive.
In the dream, Raiden met the Crown Prince much later.
But what if I made that happen earlier?
That would give him a powerful ally in his life.
And he wouldnât forget thatâI would gain his gratitude.
Thatâs why I entered the academy and built my reputation. Top graduates had opportunities to meet royalty.
Using that, I became close to the Crown Prince and Princessâpeople I had only briefly spoken to in the dream.
Everything was for changing my fate.
Now it was time for those efforts to pay off.
Well done, Celia.
âI donât think theyâll approve. Iâm just the son of a baron. And since I was forced into an engagement with you, they probably dislike me.â
Raiden said weakly.
I expected that.
I caught onto that hesitation and steered things the way I wanted.
âIâll ask Her Highness the Princess and His Highness the Crown Prince. If they agree, weâll do it. Iâll send a letter first.â
âWonât they dislike me? You donât have to go that far for me.â
âThatâs not true. At the very least, Her Highness the Princess would want to meet you.â
I smiled brightly.
No backing out now. I had worked too hard for this.
âThe Emperor is already keeping an eye on the Pellis family. And I like you, Raiden. So⊠youâll meet them, right?â
Then I added the final push.
âYouâre not refusing to meet my friends, are you?â
At my words, Raiden quickly shook his head.
âOf course not⊠In fact, Iâd like to meet them. Iâm curious about what kind of people they are.â
He exhaled and answered honestly. I smiled at his response.
âWhat kind of cake do they like?â
If we were going to hold a cake party, I should at least give him that information.
âThey like cheesecake, whipped cream cake, and strawberry cake.â
âIâll prepare those. But⊠Iâm not confident. I feel like they might dislike me.â
âI guarantee it. Theyâll like you. Just like I do.â
I donât dislike you, Raiden Pellis.
âDo you⊠like me?â
Raidenâs eyes wavered. He stared at me, biting his lip.
âWhen you act like this, Celia⊠it gives me hope, and that makes things difficult.â
Noâhave hope!
But he still didnât fully believe me. Well, considering everything, that couldnât be helped.
Then I just had to treat him even better until he believed.
âWeâll need Arternâs permission. You can handle that, right?â
âIf they come, he will definitely agree.â
âThen once you get his permission, Iâll send the letters.â
Princess Shiran would likely accept. The real problem was Crown Prince Majin.
âIt would be nice if His Highness the Crown Prince could come as well.â
âIt would be enough if Her Highness the Princess comes.â
Still, I wanted Majin and Raiden to meet.
âIâll try to set a date when both can come.â
ââŠAlright?â
At my words, he quietly nodded.
He didnât fully believe me, but he followed what I said.
Why is he like this? Was Raiden always this gentle?
Did my past self really hurt someone like him?
A sense of guilt crept in.
âCelia, youâre too kind. You treat me so well.â
When he returned from the battlefield in the dream, I had felt my heart race seeing how much he had grown.
I had sorted out those feelings now⊠but still, he had been my first love.
If I hadnât known he would fall in love with OlizeâŠ
Wouldnât I have fallen for him again?
Artern flipped through documents related to business revenue before lifting his head and stroking his chin.
I hope the two of them are getting along well.
They said they were having tea together.
Just the two of them.
Was it going well?
Raiden had long held feelings for Celia. He wouldnât treat her poorly.
The concern was Celia.
But judging from her behavior at dinner, there didnât seem to be a problem. Still, he couldnât help but worryâit wasnât a normal engagement, after all.
Just then, someone knocked.
âItâs me.â
It was his son.
Artern stood and opened the door. Raidenâs face looked troubled.
âIs something wrong?â
âYes⊠I was thinking of holding a small party at our house.â
âA party? What happened?â
Surprised, Artern asked for details. Raiden explained his conversation with Celia, his expression both excited and conflicted.
âThe Princess and the Crown Prince?â
Artern was shocked.
Is she trying to give my son connections?
Since Celia would write the letter herself, it was unlikely they would refuse.
âIt seems Celia likes you more than expected.â
âI donât understand why. Iâm happy she treats me well, but thereâs no reason for her to⊠She should resent me.â
At that, Artern chuckled.
âWhat, are you afraid her kindness will disappear?â
Raiden didnât answer, as if struck at the core. His face had gone pale, and his eyes wavered.
âOnce Celia receives a reply, weâll hold the cake party.â
If the Princess and Crown Prince attended, it would be a tremendous event.
Artern smiled.
âYou must show them your best.â
Raiden nodded, looking tense.
I wrote a letter to the imperial family.
The engagement ceremony had been so sudden that I couldnât invite my friends.
After that, I had been too busy adjusting to life here to contact them, but in my last letter, I had asked them to wait.
Because of that, I was sure Shiran would come.
She enjoyed attending partiesâand she would come to see me.
As for Crown Prince Majin, he had once asked to be invited to tea. And more importantlyâŠ
Raiden was here.
Raiden was the heir of the Pellis family. Their recent contributions during the famine had earned them recognition across the empire.
Majin wouldnât miss the chance to meet him.
Because he was a clever man.
I hope His Highness the Crown Prince takes a liking to Raiden.
And then there was one more person.
Olize.
She was truly beautiful.
Six years younger than Raidenânow thirteen.
The girl Raiden would one day fall in love with.
I could arrange for them to meet this timeâŠ
But I didnât intend to.
I needed time to survive.
And I needed to grow closer to him first.
I finished the letter and rang the bell. Luten entered.
âWhat is it?â
âIâd like this letter sent to Her Highness the Princess. Please send someone suitable.â
âIt may not be delivered quickly. If someone from our household goes, they may be inspected. It could take time.â
That was a problem.
The sooner the party happened, the better.
âTake this.â
I handed him a hairpin engraved with the imperial crest.
âThis was given to me by Her Highness the Princess. If you say I sent the letter, it will be delivered immediately.â
âUnderstood.â
Luten bowed.
âBut⊠will they really come?â
He sounded worried.
I smiled softly.
âThey will come.â





