Chapter 109 …
âCâCecil?â
Watching Lizzieâs eyes widen in surprise, Cecil absentmindedly kicked the front of the cabin steps with the toe of her black shoes.
âWhat brings you here?â
Lizzie couldnât help being surprised.
She hadnât had many close fellow servants to begin with, but among them, Cecil was one of those she had the least interaction with.
Part of that was Cecilâs personalityâshe wasnât exactly warm so much as prickly.
But more than that, Cecil was a maid assigned to clean the fourth floor, where the Duke himself lived.
To clean the fourth floor, she had to wait until the Duke was away, which usually meant mealtimes.
Because of that, their meal and rest schedules never lined up, and Lizzie almost never ran into Cecil.
ââŚâŚâ
Cecil didnât answer right away.
She stared for a moment at the small trees beside the cabin, then lowered her head again to look at the toe of her shoe as she kept nudging the step.
âCecil?â
âI heard you made frostbite ointment.â
Her voice was curt, but Lizzie thought she detected a faint tremor at the end of it.
ââŚâŚYeah.â
âAnd you helped save the people buried in the avalanche at Nesh.â
âWell, strictly speaking, I didnât save them myself. The knights did all the digging.â
âThey said that if it hadnât been for the medicine you made, everyone buried in that avalanche wouldâve died when their hearts stopped.â
ââŚâŚHmm. Thatâs true.â
Lizzie nodded.
At that, Cecil suddenly lifted her head and asked bluntly,
âAre you a healer?â
âUmmm⌠you could say that. But whyâ?â
Still unable to grasp Cecilâs intent, Lizzie narrowed her eyes slightly as she asked back.
ââŚâŚâ
Cecil pressed her lips together without answering, complicated emotions surfacing on her face.
âAh.â
At that moment, something Lizzie had once overheard in the staff dining hall came back to her.
âDidnât Cecil take a few days off recently? I heard her father passed away because of an avalanche in the gorgeâŚ
âOh my goodnessâŚ
ââŚâŚâ
Had she come here to blame her?
Lizzie carefully studied Cecilâs expression, unable to hide her unease.
Honestly, accepting Cecilâs resentment wouldnât be all that difficult.
No matter how strong a druidâs abilities were, Lizzie knew she couldnât prevent every disaster in this worldânor every death.
So even if Cecil blamed her, it wouldnât deal Lizzie a devastating blow.
If Cecil needed somewhere to direct her resentment, Lizzie was willing to become that âsomewhere.â
What worried her instead was Cecilâs heart.
Few things left deeper scars than anger and resentment poured out without directionâ
Whump.
In that instant, Lizzie felt warmth wrap around her body and looked up in shock.
âHâHuh?â
The ever-prickly Cecil was hugging her tightly.
With strength far firmer than Lizzie had expected.
ââŚâŚâ
ââŚâŚâ
Crackle, crackle.
Listening to the fire in the hearth gradually die down, Lizzie remained frozen in Cecilâs arms.
[What are you two doing?]
If Garrett hadnât come looking for Lizzie and let out a shrill caw upon seeing the scene, that moment might have lasted even longer.
Flinch!
Startled by the ravenâs cry, Cecil came to her senses and shoved Lizzie away as if sheâd never hugged her in the first placeâ
âor tried to.
Lizzie didnât budge.
Naturally.
Even Cyrus, with his solid muscles, couldnât push Lizzie Atkins around. There was no way a slender maid could.
âWhat? Why arenât you moving?â
âHuh? You pushed me?â
ââŚâŚ.â
Cecil fell silent, startled at herself for pushing with all her strength without realizing it.
âBut just now⌠what was that?â Lizzie asked.
At her question, Cecil lowered her head again and kicked the cabin step with her foot.
âCecil, if you kick it like that, the steps will break. You need to kick harder.â
âIâm not trying to break it.â
âOh, youâre not?â
âYouâre really strange.â
ââŚâŚ.â
This time, Lizzie fell silent.
Cecilâs blunt words packed more of a punch than expected.
As a brief silence lingered between them, Cecil was the first to speak.
ââŚâŚThank you.â
âWhat?â
âThank you. For sending the ointment.â
It was a gratitude Lizzie hadnât expected.
Seeing Lizzieâs confused expression, Cecil continued calmly.
âYou know my father died in an avalanche. The ointment and medicine you sent were already too late to save him.â
âThen whyâŚ?â
âBut that ointment will save the village where I was born and raised. My friends. The neighbors who bring us vegetables they grow themselves. Even the annoying kid next doorâand the grandmother that kid loves so much.â
ââŚâŚâ
Lizzie slowly blinked her large eyes and said nothing.
She hadnât thought that far.
âI wanted to tell the Duke so many times, but I couldnât. I was scared. And I figured heâd ignore me anyway. The village sent an official messenger and he didnât even acknowledge itâwhat would happen if a lowly maid spoke up? Iâd just get fired.â
Cecil kicked the step again before continuing.
âI canât get fired. Iâm the only one earning money for my family now.â
Her voice was calm, but the weight of her words was anything but light.
âBut then I heard that you and the Duke saved people and treated them in Nesh. The moment I heard that, I regretted it.â
Why hadnât she spoken up sooner?
If sheâd told the Duke first, before explaining everything in detail to the visiting Princess, would something have changed?
Even after the Dukeâs party returned from Nesh, Cecil agonized over it for a long time.
âSo⌠thank you. Thatâs all I wanted to say.â
She looked a little relieved as she said it.
âYouâre not angry?â Lizzie suddenly asked.
Some of the quiet whispers among the servants came to mind.
Why had she ignored things when it happened, only to pretend to care now?
Why hadnât she made the medicine sooner?
Why hadnât she told anyone she had such abilities in the first place?
But Cecil simply shook her head.
âI told you. Itâs regret, not resentment.â
ââŚâŚ.â
âI heard the messenger never even made it here. We all knew among ourselves, but no one told the Duke. I regret not having the courage a little sooner. But I donât resent you. I may not be well educated, but I know blaming someone like that means nothing.â
Cecil lifted her gaze from the ground to look at Lizzie.
âAnyway, thatâs all I came to say.â
Then, after hesitating briefly, she added,
âAnd since Iâm here anyway, I have one more favor.â
âHm?â
âMake the Duke do more gardening.â
âWhy? Are you part of the âI want to die after seeing the Duke do garden workâ camp too?â
âNo. Iâm in the âcleaning the fourth floor is so easy when the Duke isnât aroundâ camp.â
Lizzie burst out laughing and nodded.
âIâll do my best.â
âPlease.â
âThen Iâll be going.â
âYeah.â
After exchanging short goodbyes, the two of them walked off in different directions without looking back, as if it had been planned.
Lizzie toward the garden.
Cecil toward the mansion.
But the small yet solid bond and trust formed between them would only continue to grow.
Along with Lizzie Atkinsâs anger.
âGarrett.â
[Yeah, Lizzie.]
âThereâs something I want to ask the mountain birds.â
[Iâll pass it along.]
âFind out what the people who set off explosives in the snowy mountains to trigger avalanches look likeâtheir appearances and traits. The mountain animals may have been too busy fleeing to see anything, but birds wouldnât be.â
[Thatâs true. But why all of a sudden?]
âI just realized something.â
Just as what she did to save Cyrus ended up saving others, the actions taken to harm Cyrus were killing others too.
âAnd knowing that, how could I just let it go?â
Murmuring words that had become a habit, Lizzie lifted her head. Her deep, dark green eyes flashed sharply.
âWell, I told you not to let the branches grow toward the road if you can help it.â
ââŚâŚâ
âYou know, if you say you donât want them growing the other way and you donât want to cut branches either, what do you want me to do? Iâm just a gardener. Itâs not like I can decide everything myself.â
ââŚâŚâ
Why are they having this conversation right in front of me?
Holding the tree-persuasion snack Lizzie had handed him, Cyrus pondered seriously.
Maybe they werenât trying to persuade the treeâbut him.
In that case, shouldnât I be the one eating this tree-persuasion snack?
And more importantly, what even is a tree-persuasion snack?
âCyrus!â
Snapped out of his thoughts, Cyrus looked up to see Lizzie pointing at the tree with a what are you doing? expression.
âYou have to give it the snack!â
âHow do IâŚ?â
âJust sprinkle it lightly around the roots.â
At Lizzieâs instruction, Cyrus obediently scooped up a handful of the small brown sand-like substance from the bag.
Following her guidance, he sprinkled it little by little near the roots.
âWhew, that was tiring. Why did they even plant such a stubborn tree as a garden tree?â
ââŚâŚ.â
Because I only just learned that trees could even be âstubborn?
Instead of saying that, Cyrus sprinkled a bit more of the mysterious snack.
Hoping the tree would soften its stance after eating it.
âHmm, if we just trim it this much⌠done.â
Lizzie didnât prune heavily.
Because of that, the garden she tended didnât boast striking shapes or perfect symmetry.
But it felt natural.
With just a bit of trimming, the trees looked neat, growing vibrantly as they reclaimed their original forms.
Little by little, the garden filled with vitality and life.
Something Cyrus had never imagined could exist within the vast, oppressive mansion that always weighed on his heart.
ââŚâŚâ
If someone asked whether observing Lizzie Atkins had helped him understand her strange power, Cyrus could confidently say it hadnât.
But he didnât regret it.
With each passing day, Cyrus realized that something was sprouting within the heart that had been dying from that dreadful illnessâhis ability to feel othersâ emotions too vividly.
That nameless sprout grew slowly every time he watered the courtyard, spread fertilizer in the rear garden, trimmed branches, and pulled the weeds that sprang up day after day.
âCyrus, look at this!â
Something was suddenly thrust in front of the contemplative Cyrus.
The trunk of a tree heâd thought completely dried up was tinged with green.
âIf you listen closely to a tree like this, you can hear it.â
âHear what?â
Holding the trunk, Lizzie answered with a bright smile.
âThe sound of spring arriving!â
In that moment, the sprout growing in Cyrusâs heart burst forth, unfurling its leaves.
A strange yet beautiful colorâwhere carrot orange and deep green mingled together.





