~Side Story 33~
âWhen my mother died, the old man next doorâthe one who used to share his bread with meâstole all her belongings. Later, when my father came looking for me, he traded them for food.â
âHah⌠that old bastard.â
âI think he knew I was the baronâs illegitimate child. He was probably planning to cash in on me someday. Thatâs why he only gave me just enough bread to keep me aliveâŚâ
In the end, the baron never came back until Rosettaâs mother was already dead.
So the old man mustâve figured he might as well steal what he could.
âAnyway, when I was sold to the mercenary corps, the keepsake box went to the commander too. They took the key I had on me at the same time.â
Rosetta pressed her fingers hard against her solar plexusâthe spot where the key used to rest.
âWhy do you want that box so badly? Whatâs even inside it?â
At Leviathanâs question, Rosetta fell silent for a moment.
âItâs nothing special. But I was told it holds my motherâs last words to me. That makes it⌠my real gift. I wanted to have it.â
She hugged her knees and buried her face, making it hard to read her expression.
âAndâŚâ
âAnd.â
âWhen life keeps flowing like garbage, you canât help but wonder.â
âWonder about what?â
âWhy I was even born.â
ââŚâŚâ
âProof that Iâm not empty.â
In the end, what Rosetta wanted was simple.
She needed proof that her mother had loved her.
Absurd, maybe.
The commander had always told her sheâd been abandoned because she had no right to be born.
Worthless.
Meaningless.
But Rosetta didnât want to define herself that way.
At least her mother must have loved her.
Mom always cried when she looked at me. Like she was sorry.
Those tears had made Rosetta feel both sadâand strangely happy.
She believed, with all her heart, that they were her motherâs way of showing love.
But her mother, who had lost the ability to speak, had never once said the words âI love you.â
So Rosetta wanted proof.
âI know it sounds grand, talking about the meaning of life. But I thought⌠if I saw that box, maybe Iâd find some kind of answer.â
The world had always been cruel to her.
It treated her like she didnât belong, pushing her to the margins every single time.
Youâre rejected.
Youâre not approved.
A hollow child like you shouldâve been disqualified from the start.
ââŚI see.â
Leviathan murmured softly. Then he suddenly looked up at her.
âBut Rosetta.â
ââŚâŚâ
âIâve never once thought you were empty.â
He leaned toward her, slowly.
âEven without that keepsake box. Even if you never find some grand meaning to life. To me⌠youâve always been full.â
Rosetta blinked.
ââŚWhat?â
âI meanâwhat youâre full of isâŚâ
He searched for the words, clearly lost.
âWarm things. Bright things. The kind that shines when you look at it. Like sunlight. Yeah. To me, youâve always been full of sunlight.â
Sincerity shimmered in his eyes.
Rosetta suddenly remembered her childhoodâcollecting sunlight in a cracked glass jar. It had been the most beautiful, dazzling thing in the world. Sheâd wanted to keep it. One piece for her mother, one piece for herself.
But she never could.
And somewhere along the way, sheâd become someone closer to darkness than the sun.
Yet this man was telling her she was full of light.
It left her dazed.
ââŚDamn itâŚâ
Leviathan glanced at her silence and grabbed his forehead.
âWhat kind of idiotic nonsense is this? I donât even know what Iâm saying anymore.â
He was flusteredâunlike himself.
His tongue felt longer than usual.
And his face was⌠a little redder than usual too.
âAnyway. Iâm just sayingâI fell in love with you because youâre you. No grand reason.â
The dukeâs son, usually indifferent to everything, sounded more desperate than ever.
Trying to hold onto her.
It was absurd.
And yet, Rosetta felt like her drifting soul was finally taking root somewhere.
âSo Iâll get that keepsake box back for you. No matter what.â
Leviathan swore it firmly.
âIâll even find that damn meaning of life for you. So choose me.â
His long shadow swallowed her whole as he stepped closer.
âSay it. Say youâll choose me.â
ââŚHey.â
âRosetta.â
ââŚNo, wait.â
âNo. I wonât take no for an answerââ
âOh, stop it! This isnât about rejecting you!â
âHuh?â
âYouâre way tooâ!â
She turned her face away.
âClose.â
ââŚWhat?â
At some point, sheâd been backed all the way to the wall.
âYou stripped off all your clothes and then confessed like thatâhonestly!â
Rosetta squeezed her eyes shut.
Sure, heâd done it to cover the child, but stillâ
Making such an embarrassing confession while half-naked⌠the man truly had no shame.
âMove. For now.â
She poked his broad shoulder with her finger. His tense upper-body muscles twitched at the small touch.
She returned to Rubianâs side and pressed a hand to the childâs forehead. Thanks to the painkillers, she looked better than before.
âYou know⌠have you ever taken care of someone like this before? Today was my first time.â
Hands that had always hurt people, threatened them, stained themselves with bloodâ
She was only just learning they could also wipe away cold sweat.
âWhy is that, I wonderâŚâ
Rosetta murmured quietly.
âIs it because of this kid⌠or because of you?â
ââŚâŚâ
âI want to be a good person too.â
Not someone who hurts others.
But someone who helps them. Saves them.
And maybeâ
Someone who can nod confidently at your confession.
The uncertainty in Rosettaâs eyes slowly settled.
She was scared.
Terrified.
Still uneasy about whether this was really right.
But instinct told her it was time to be brave.
She was done collapsing in place and lamenting.
âLeviathan.â
She called him the way she once had, long ago, when he was just a boy.
âHelp me.â
Leviathan didnât hesitate. He pulled her into his arms.
I love you, Rosetta.
That was his answer.
The rain stopped.
The three of them stepped out of the cave.
The moment they took a careful stepâ
Kuuung!
ââŚâŚ!â
A nearby rock split open with a thunderous sound.
Leviathan instinctively sensed danger and drew his sword. A brutal explosion followed, filling the air with smoke.
Step. Step.
A silhouette emerged through the haze.
Tall. Broad-shouldered.
A man Leviathan had never seen before.
He was hidden beneath a robe, but his sharply honed eyes were intense and unsettling.
A scar beneath one eye made it hard to tell whether he had one tear mole or two.
For a brief moment, the image of a small child with two tear moles flashed through Leviathanâs mindâthen vanished.
âWhat are you?â
âHand her over.â
ââŚWhat?â
âThe child.â
ââŚâŚâ
âMy masterâha. This is exhausting.â
The man looked like someone whoâd clawed his way back from hell.
Unstable. On edge.
Leviathan noticed that the land behind him had been completely devastated.
âŚHe didnât do all that alone, did he?
No. Impossible.
One man couldnâtâ
But more than thatâ
âGive her to me.â
What is this feeling?
âIâll take good care of her now.â
Leviathan tightened his grip on Rubian, pulling her closer against his back.
âGo on.â
No.
Weirdly enoughâ
He didnât want to.
Looking down, he saw that Rosetta wore the same expression.





